The histoy of Finland - studies are boring

*sigh* here I am again - studying. This time it's history. Not just any history -- it's the not-so-interesting-or- amazing history of Finland!! *amazed gasp* :P
The reason I don't find this too amusing is that we've learned all of this before (primary and secondary school taught me a lot ;) ) and now it's just been filled with weird, old words... plus the book we're using is really weird and it skips a lot from here to there and back to the moon!

Oh well - be expecting a superboring post with the history of Finland in a short and boring post :P

//jz

:S

That moment when you feel like sleeping for a few weeks...

Take care, guys!
//jz

So typical

Hey all!
Okay, I'm done with French, and I have a history exam tomorrow, and I just puked :S (sorry, TMI) Somehow it feels like I'm always sick around exams?!
*sigh* so people, if I don't show up for school you know why (the ''if'' because mom might still make me go... that would be typical - sending me to school no matter what)

---> trying to sleep ZZzzzZZzZZZZzzzZZ

//jz

110 notes...

Yup! I added 14 stupid words :P

Some more to come - wine-related (so French!)

Why does education have to be like this? Why can't we all just have microchips in our head, and whenever you want to learn something you just program it?
Creating one of these chips shall be the goal of my life!! (not really, just kidding - but it would be SO cool, thoug :D )

//jz

EDIT ( 3½ hours later):
 16 words added -> a total of 126 words !!! I'm in shock... there's also a paper with words related to movies and filmmaking, but I haven't even started on those yet :S
(actor, screenplay etc etc)

Back to the French!

So, now I'm studying.. In a way ;)

 

Spreading the love of TLK in French :D 

And some Rapunzel :

 

And finally some Pocahontas :

 

I just love listening to Disney songs in French - they all sound so beautiful ^^ (plus, knowing the English lyrics sorta helps, and the English subs in French versions help too :D )

NOW I'll seriously get back to the book :P (as if that's gonna happen, right? ;) )

 

WTYS

 

//jz ☺

One of those moments in French...

... when it just sucks! I found some online exercises with passé composé and imperfait (aka past tense stuff) - and ALL of my answers were wrong -.-'''

Yes, I know the rules for using those things
No, I do not understand French
Yes, I feel like this exam is going to fail miserably
No, I do not intend to study for a while
Yes, I want to learn French
No, I really don't like studying this

Just a sample of the mental fight going on in my head... *sigh* just one of these moments . . .

OH, I also noticed that my part of a history project was missing from the document that's online atm... just great (Y) (note the sarcasm!)

I'm out!!

//jz

French - c'est mon amour!

Salut mes amis!
I am back! (no, I haven't been studying all day long)
What have I done to pass my French exam on Monday?
- wrote some (TONS!) of vocabulary revising note-things
- listened to French music

YAY! :P

Some pictures of the notes :) (there are 96 pieces of paper currently stuck to my ceiling :P (and i decided to leave some words I already knew unwritten..... phew)

Colour coding:
Green = adjectives / random expressions
Yellow  = nouns
Blue = verbs

96 freaking papers....

Yes, that's my finger :P

 Gosh... I'll continue my studies tomorrow... just too non-motivated right now.... ZzzZzzZZzZZzzzZzZzzzz :P

//jz

P.S most of the words I left out were nouns ;) else the entire area above my bed would have been yellow xD

Ideas for ceramics - DIY

Hey everyone!
As you may, or may not, know I'm currently taking a course in ceramics at my school and time is almost up - there's still so much that I want to do!!!

For example;
- Pouch tea mug!

It's just too fancy and awesome!!! I have to make (atleast) one!!!!!














- a tea bag plate-thingy - just because I'm more or less addicted to tea and I have bags all over the place (not really, but it feels like that sometimes)

- a waffle weave bowl :)

Just because I think it looks cool ;)














- and OFC I need to make stuff that I can turn into earrings :P Just because that's me :)

Also, I need to finish a person I'm making atm (she's supposed to match a chair I've made earlier), paint both the person and the chair, add beads and stuff, paint the dog me and "Vivian - the exchange student" :P annnddd ofc paint all of the things I listed above..... I won't have time :P

And right now I should be studying French.... I'll make some vocabulary-notes ;)
Be back with you soon

//jz

"Prom"

Hey again (yess, managed to get on here today!)

As I sorta promised yesterday I'll do a bunch of posts about... stuff :)

This one will be - as the title says - about prom, or well, "prom" since it's not really prom, but then it sorta is...

The name of the thing is "Vanhojen tanssit" (or Wanhojen tanssit - you can Google it to find out just what it is, basically it's the Finnish type of prom.... kinda), and I am stressed out on the inside, but calm and cool on the outside ;)

Reasons for stressing:
1. I will cut my hair 9.2.2013 and the dance is on the 15th - nervous of what people will think :P
2. shoe problems; I have a pair of high heels with 3½" heels (= 9cm), and I can't really walk in them :S I'd much rather have a pair with about 2½ - 3" (aka about 6-7 cm)
     ---> I've found a pair of real dancing-shoes with a 3" heel but I'm worried if I can get them, also there are some fancy dance shoes that are super expensive, but so cool..... sigh, money - always an issue
     -------> my dress has been shortened for the 9 cm shoes, so I'm not sure if it's possible for me to buy ones with a lower heel :S
3. I'm afraid I won't remember the dances :O
4. No clue what to do about make up.... I'll do it myself, but I'm such a newbie :P

Things I don't need to worry about;
1. dress - I have the most lovely ahh perfect dress for me :D - pics will be up later ;) (it's red *hinthint*)
2. hairdo - since I'm cutting of my mop my hairdresser agreed on blow drying my hair all fancy ;) (she said she doesn't do fancy hairstyles with tons of stuff)
3. paying for the dinner or after party - I won't be going! I just feel it's a bit unnecessary to pay tons for a dinner (esp. when it's not the fanciest place in town and I can get food just as fancy for a price much lower) - and I've never liked parties, so byebye drunkenness @ after party ;) (not that everyone would be getting drunk, but still)

Solutions;
1. ask parents about shoes
2. YouTube some eye makeup ideas and try :D (I'll put pics here ;) )
3. MEMORIZE the freaking steps :P
 
This is what goes on in my head - and now I've just shared it with the world :P

WTYS (write to you soon)
//jz☺

French and biology....

I should start translating my French assignment..... due tomorrow - too lazy ight now...

I should study for biology...... exam on Thursday - too busy right now...

GOSH! I have to do something now.... French it is!!

Adios bitchachos :P

@ school.. again

Yeaps I'm at school already :D (been here for almost an hour)
NOTE!! My first lesson starts at 10:15 and now it's 8: thirty-something
Luckily I'm not alone - I have some carrots to keep me company.. although I'm eating them... soooo I'm questioning how good company they were :P

And today has not been my day:
- I left my locker-key at home.. (great -.-'')
- hmm...
- Okay I can't come up with more reasons

But still! I haven't been able to put my jacket in the locker, and I haven't been able to get my stuff out of the locker -.- this stinks...

How I've managed in school (high school :P).. (musical xD) so far :D

Ookkkaayyy so.. hmm.. now all of a sudden I have no idea what to write.. GREAT!!!
I'm  @ school, bored as ever.. been farming for ages and now I'm mentally kinda sorta maybe preparing for today's history-thingy (test tomo.. this is like a preparation-thingy-like-thing)
Okkkaayy... I just lost the point of this, so I'll just bunk it completely... BYEEEE

*going away... still going..*

*GONE!!*

Still here, but who cares.. :D

SCHOOL'S OUT!! well.. almost :D

YAY, title says it all :P

Andddd if you happened to read my previous post you know that.... I GOT IN TO LÄRKAN.. yayyyy :D
The average of all my grades was 9,23 (not too bad :P) and I got like superhappy cause i was aiming for 9,07 :PP just shows that with a bit of motivation and the love and support of your boyfriend you can reach beyond everything you want ^^ ♥
Okay soo... my FINAL grades were:
Behaviour (?.. dunno what to call it :P) 9
Swedish, 9
Finnish, 9
English, 10
Russian, 10
Biology, 10
Geography, 10
Maths, 9
Chemistry, 8
Physics, 8
Religion, 10
Healthcare, 10
Civics, 9
History,9

Yay *feeling proud* only two 8's :D

Okay so now I'm only stressing about buying books for next year.. and thesummer-whatever-holidays just started :P Guess I'll always be an earlie birdie :P

School tomo :/ mixed feelings

WAAA!!!!! I have school tomo.. in a way I'm excited, but then again.. naah not quite.. EASTER HAS BEEN AMAZING!!! I've felt as though I'm already on summer vacation (cause of wonderfully warm and sunny weather) :D
Of course it's going to be great to see friends again, but I want to sleep in the sun tooooo :S
And then a Finnish-exam on Thursday.. :S not looking forward to it.. YES I have studied, just not my favourite subject :SS
But tomo I have ballleeettt toooo!!! YAYY And we're goign to do stuff en pointé tooo :D aka I'll be off to use my Gaynors again :DD (link for the interest ones here) Gosh they're simply too awesome :D

Annddd what else.. yeaa.. we had a funeral for Bamse - our younger cat - who got hit by a car 1.3 :( Luckily he didn't seem to have suffered so it made the loss a bit less painful.. still, he was a young little buddy with many things yet to see :/

that's Bamse during his first night at our house ^^

So these are some thigns I've been upto :D I'll post a picture of Bamse's grave tomo (if I have time :S) :D

Until next time... SEE YOUUUU :D
Byebyebyebeybeyebyebeee :P lol

Physics!!

Kinetisk energi, eller rörelseenergi, för en kropp, är det mekaniska arbete som krävs för att reducera dess hastighet till noll.

Den kinetiska energin för en punktformig kropp med massan m och hastigheten v är

 hihii so I'm trying to understand that.. annnddd.. this: Potentiell energi är en form av mekanisk energi, tillsammans med kinetisk energi. Det finns två former av potentiell energi: lägesenergi och elastisk energi. I ett friktionsfritt mekaniskt system är summan av potentiell och kinetisk energi konstant. Lägesenergi för en massa i ett likformigt gravitationsfält kan beräknas med formeln

där m är massan, h är höjden och tyngdaccelerationen g antas vara konstant över höjdskillnaden.

so far.. I'm understanding it sort of okj, nothing too confusing :D


Now END OF THIS POST :P
Byeeee :D

3 years of friendship.. feels weird :D

:) soo today I got a bit nostalgic during Finnish-lesson; I realized me and Axe have known each other for soon 3 years!!
Yeaaa, we're a bit weird :P but it was really weird :D
We both were sort of.. shocked? Like, 7th grade we were friends, but not 'BESTIIEEEE!!'s since we hung with different types of people.. theennn.. 8th grade we were already goodygoody besties :)
Gotta love your friends, huh? ^^ <3

Okj but nooowww, I'll get into physics.. back to writing thennn :DD

Byeeee :)

My life as me ^^ ...

Yea, that's a little something I've done in school when I'm bored.. sorta happy with the way it turned out.. nothing too badly failed.. except for the curvy lines, but who cares :P

Okj now back to the point, which was my life as me.. a few years back..

Okay so, I've always been a bit of an outsider, never really fit in anywhere, so bullying has been a huge part of my life, all my life. I guess that's why it didn't hit me at first that this last ''session'' was to be way different from the previous ones.

I had just started at a new school since i changed from 6th grade to 7th, meaning I also had to switch school. I found a few people that seemed okay, so I wasn't alone during lessons or anything.
During a ''Minicamp'' the 7th graders always go on after 2 weeks of school to get to know people from outside their own classes etcetc. I met 2 of my closest friends (1 I had already gotten to know a bit in school); Isse (who slept under the table with me cause we were scared :P) and Jonna (sat next to her on the way back from campy.. laughed like mad all the time :P) annnddd Axe (best classmate there is :P always blabering about random unimportant crazy stuff :D). So i did have 3 close friends, and then some people from my class who shall be called ''they''..

So, before the camp I had really got sorta settled in class, found my place amongst the ''smart'' ones who always get straight 10's in everything.. even though I don't exactly get 10's in all subjects. Sooo I had heard about my grades before, and this was no different. People were jealous I guess, so they made fun of me cause of my grades; I didn't pay attention to it.

Things started getting worse when me and ''them'' were in art-class.. we were sending small notes with questions to each other. I, for example, said I'd had a few crushes, but nothing more serious than that. I really hadn't been searching for love in any way. Well, apparently I should have said ''ofc im dating 10 people each year'' to be 'normal' or something, but I was being true to the people I thought were my friends.

Then, the notes changed to the kind I wasn't allowed to read.. like, ''them'' and a few guys who sat in the same table as me were reading and writing on them, making sure I didn't see anything..  then all of a sudden the girls left the table and went to another one, leaving me and the guys in the 1st table.. then they'd come by and ask ''so Jenny, how's it goign with the guys..???'' and I admit, I was at the edge of tears at one point..

And what happened after this incident, people come up to me asking if I'm homosexual, I say ''eh, nope.. where'd you come up with that?''.. the person asking would say ''oh okay..''.. then people would ask me ''are you bisexual then?''. *sigh* I admit, I didn't even know what bisexual meant, so I'd say ''ehh.. I don't know..?''. That answer is, I think, the reason I got the label 'Lesbian'.. all because I:

1.  didn't have a boyfriend 
2.  didn't know what 'bisexual' meant
3.  listened to t.A.T.u. (I was CRAZY about them.. sigh.. *still am :D)

 Soo.. during 7th grade I was being attacked from all sides with looks and whispers. What really pissed me off was that not only was I getting the looks and stuff, but my few and wonderful friends too.. (I'm sorry for that btw).. Even the one person who had been in the same school as me before 7th didn't ''stand up for me''.. she was one of ''them''.. Also, people (at least a girl on my class) had tried to convince Axe into leaving me.. like, she wanted my firend to leave me because she didn't like me.. *sigh* buuut she didn't manage :) annddd Axe still remains my best buddy ^^

I quickly realized people were trying to drive me insane, not even trying to keep their opinions to themselves.. they were openly discussed on toilet doors :S nice to read :S 

Sometimes there would be something that wasn't listed on the doors that people would ask me about, and I'd look like this ''??? wha?'' just because all those rumours (like to call them that :P) were really weird.. I mean, sure, feel free to think what you want, but people could've at least taken effort to try get to know me before sending out stuff like that. 

I was coping with the talks for quite sometime, until:

a guy on my class came and asked Axe ''do you love Jenny'', she of course knew the thought behind his question and said ''no'', that made the person asking go like ''oh I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to ruin your relationship''.. GRRRR!!! We're friends for the sake of God!! Guess people always have to twist tales to make them more interesting..?

All this went on for over a year, and i still feel that some people haven't quite managed to see past those, and still think I'm the same person as the rumours told.. which I'm not.. *sigh*

I really felt abandoned even though I had my small group of friends. Even thought of suicide.. more than once.. cutting myself was something I considered, also jumping of a bridge into the ocean or onto a motorway was a possibility.. I just didn't see the point in my life. Then I finally decided to do something about it and told a teacher who told the principal who then spoke to ''them'' one by one.. only ONE of ''them'' apologized.. the rest of ''them''; didn't say a thing..
But the name-calling stopped - at least I haven't heard any more of it, and I've gotten my life back thanks to Vishu, my amazingly wonderful and perfect boyfriend. Sooo my point is that whatever people say, just stay around the people you love and care for. They will, no matter what, always stay with you and take your side ^^

First of all, now im in the 9th grade, back when all this started I was in the 7th.. so it's been a while, and it's still not leaving my mind.. Hopefully I'll one day be able to look back at it smiling, but as for now.. the memory mostly brings tears.. I'm just happy and grateful to God for saving me and hearing me when I most needed Him. And I try not to feel mad at ''them'' but it's still hard.. knowing that they almost ended my life..

BUT I'm here :) so no hard feelings ^^

And as I warned, this was a LOOOONNGG post, I'm happy if you read all of it :)

Nowww... byeeee :D

writing about HIV & AID for healthcare.. should get done today..

...and I'm almost donee.. WOHHOOO!!! Okj lol, but true! I'm seriously almost done.. just a bit of history left, then ''after words'' ( lol, I know ) annnndddd writing down all the sources.. adding the statistics-pics as a separate thing, writing about World AIDS Day annddd.. treatment.. and then I'm done :D
(mom' shouting at the dogs to com back inside again -.-''')
BUT I'M ALMOST DONEEE!!!! YAYYY!!! Okj back to normal sane writing.. (I can't do this..)
Here are 2 pics from my project:

Both designed by Gran Fury : )

Okay soooo, I choe these pics cause I think they really have a message.. the first one I think is really good, cause it's not your fault your parent(s) has/-ve HIV or AIDS.. it's just something you really can't help. All you, as a great individual, can do is to not spread it forward.
Really, after all I've read about this (with maany many kids infected each day and dying... *chills*) we can't let it go on like this, so everyone should take responsibility.. and people who do have HIV (or AIDS) should be honest enough to tell their sexual partners about their condition..
AND I'm going to start praying for all those kids with HIV.. really a ad thing that for example in Afghanistan 150 per 1000 kids born, will die before their first birthday :''(   ofc, there it's not exactly HIV killing people, it's bad conditions and stuff like that.. but stillll I don't like to see cute wonders of God dying so soon :''( 

Now I have to start working.. or ele I won't be able to post a thing saying ''I'M DONEEE!!! blaablaablaaa'' soooo I'll get back here when I'M DONEEE :PP

see you :D

-.-''' I don't enjoy gym-class and muscle test.. IN ANY FORM!

   Okay soo.. today we had gym.. and we (not me since I wasn't an active sorty person.. okay I'm sorta flu-ish so I sat out) did the yearly muscle condition test.. EWW!!!! First running (suck at it), then sit ups (naaaa... not really my storngest point eihter) then stretching (I'm sorta.. well almost.. good at it) and then jumping over a stick as well (not the correct order.. correct order: jump over stick, run, stretch, sit ups.. and still dribbling and lenght-jumping left!!)
   My point is: I don't own any proper muscles that I could use to do at least almost well in tests like these.. -.-'' unfair!
   So eihter way, I survived.. like duhhh I dind't do anything, but still.. I don't like those tests in ANY form.. no matter if I'm in or not.
   NOW I'll finnish an essay, so I'll get back soon (today or tomo)

byeeeeee ^^

Lesson.. GREAT!!!

Lol.. sitting by a computer during Finnish-lesson.. writing.. but not the actual thingy we're supposed to write.. I'm freaking writing a BLOG POST!!!! Gosh I'm random!
   Eihter way, we're supposed to write about a 'famous Finnish person'.. as if I know anyone famous.. but I'm writing about an actor - Ville Haapasalo. Ever heard of him? Nope you haven't, cause he's not THAT famous.. only in Russia and Finland.. actually he's more known in Russia than Finland, so not even that many people HERE know him.
   Enough of that, back to something random.. hmm.. like the previous lesson; Russian :)
We had French ''guests'' and we had to teach them Russian.. it was AWKWARD!! I mean, of course it was fun, byut awkward since they barely spoke any English, little yet Russian or Swedish.. *sigh* but we managed to teach something *thumbs up*
   Lol, Axe (my dear friend from schooool) has to talk in English on a daily basis, aka me will be talking in Englisshhh :) sooo I think I'll be writing a bit about that tooo.. but just think so don't go all over excited.
   Hmm.. what else.. today I won't be goign for ballet since my nose is blocked *trying to breather trough my nose*.. still not working.. BUT NOOOWW we'll have lunch soon, so I'm gonna end this post hereee :)

-Jenny leaving the computer